Well, a lot happened actually. We went and recognized we are a median, we went through many emotional swings during the disaster that is our home's politics and changes, we're still coping with the loss of someone who was so dear to many people in our
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We've been dreaming a lot about a more... creaturesque form that Big Me would settle into when feeling a little... less than human than usual. This is mostly a draft for an idea. We're still sort of gathering ideas we need.
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We've sort of loosely knew Monday for a couple years when we first meekly began to hang around some of the streamers we were fond of at the time. We knew she was a very beloved friend since it seemed like everyone we watched at the time lit
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Buncat's gotta learn not to poke the bear... snake... lamia? Universe. We were feeling pretty hungry okay??
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Everyone was getting one and we kinda had a little FOMO over it...
I don't know what it means when I have such suddend and extremely hostile breakdowns. I don't know why I have such breakdowns. Ones that lead me to back away from friends and loved ones. Ones that have me uproot everything that makes me happy. It&
Some nights I just can't help but feel trapped in an unending cycle. For a lot of things, but especially in my own feelings and processing issues. I think one example is like how I can never see myself as important to anyone. I could never be someone&
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Getting into the spirit of the new year with a little more... serpentine approach!
One of the biggest and most difficult hurdles being just some person on the internet where all your closest friends are also other people on the internet is how painful it is that when they're hurting most, you can't just be there. It's kind
Something that's been kinda on my mind a lot is how funny feelings get for me when finding out someone has a shared interest of mine. Maybe it's a little hyocritical of me for feeling this way, but most times if the other person is way
It just kinda keeps happening huh. Just ripping casual conversations into full blown flusterings that just make me kind of want to hide my face and snap my eyes shut, hoping that I can hold onto the perceived feeling a little longer... But I suppose I always feel a twinge
So normally if something kinda goes into some more intimate details here, I'd hide it behind a member's only thing and tag it as nsfw on here so people who don't wanna don't gotta. But given this is just a blog post